I need to motivate myself more. I want things then only half-heatedly go after them. That’s lame. I want my life to be ridiculously full and bright and loud and only about being alive every single second I get. That’s how lives are meant to be spent. So from here on out I’m doing exactly want I want to do when I want to do it regardless of what anyone else thinks. I like walking slow so I can stare straight up at the branches of every tree that lines the river banks. I’m going to push myself and be climbing at least a 5.10a by the end of this summer. Basically I’m finally taking charge of my life and doing exactly what I know I can do then doing even more.
Riding to school in a skirt and tights.
And I’ve wrangled the boyfriend into it as well.
So much for productivity this semester.
I now live in a 1 bedroom instead of a studio apartment.
Also, I have a dog.
